Sunday, October 9, 2011

On the Road to a Flat Tummy

It is my dream to have a super flat tummy, complete with a line down the center, and surrounded by a wasp waist. I think I'm getting there, my control is sliding back with ease. I only consume fruit and veg but, I have stacks of suppositories and laxatives in case I slip up and eat some carbs or some nuts. Mia would be proud.

In fact, I'm already seeing the results...the bone on my wrist is poking out and my ribs are slightly protruding. I cannot wait until my hip bones come out. That was always my favorite part about being low...back in the day. I loved feeling my hips jut out, I felt beautiful. Even before I hit the glorious 100lbs, my hip perfection was already out in the hundred and teens (ex. 114lbs)

I hate this little pooch sticking out of my abdomen. I promised myself that I would get a belly button piercing once I had a flat tummy. I mean, c-mon, nobody wants to see a fat stomach with a dot of a piercing. It's disgusting.
I already have my tattoo, since I promised myself that it would probably be better if
A. I got it at college
and B. I got it when I had a little more weight.
I'm really happy with it.

I'd like to think as a Pro Ana, Pro Mia, and Pro EDNOS, my body is but a canvas and my choices, like whether I want to eat junk or not, determines whether or not it becomes a magnificent masterpiece or a sloppy spherical blob.  

Give love to the bones,
                          ~Noi

P.S. If anyone would like to be supportive, competitive pro ana/mia/ednos friends, feel free to contact me~

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